Trying and Failing to Stay Happy

I have spent my weekend trying to reinstate happiness and youth into my life. Last night I had a sleepover with "Margaret"; today I cleaned my room and did my laundry, and I'm planning to do the homework that's due tomorrow later tonight, but other than that, I have been recreating.

I finished a knitting project and started another one. I finished a book I started yesterday. I've been coloring, surfing the internet, and listening to my favorite music. What's the problem?

I'm tired! Under my eyes, my shadows have shadows! I've woken up four or five time a night, the past three nights, to fix my blankets: they keep sagging in the middle and I can't figure out how to fix that. Every night, before I get into bed, I try something new to fix the problem; every night they sag again. Last night I slept for six hours...and woke up three or four times. Once every two hours!!!

I'm so tired; all I want is a little bit of real sleep so I can gain some energy and strength back. I am so tired...just so tired...

EDITED: I need to go do my homework...I should go do my homework...